| Where do I start to up-date those who have been terrific with their support for me and others who have walked a lonely road of recovery? I feel thank you is not enough-but a great start-so
Thank you.
It’s a shame I am forced to write this and react-to messages and innuendoes on Brian’s- grand/daughters face-book and my own brother’s face-book page. How sorry I feel to have to reply to them and how sad that my abuser Brian Jones hides once again behind those who believe he is innocent! Brian you are a coward and if you thought anything about your Grand/children you would accept the polygraph invite and put to rest this mess!!
I TOOK A POLYGRAPH June 2007 because of the constant attacks from Brian’s family and passed as a none-deceptive (telling truth) my polygraph centred purely on my accusations against Brian Jones-my alleged abuser. I have approached the police and my abuser has at last been interviewed. I have opened a hornet’s nest and been threatened and abused verbally by my own siblings, and their children. So I have been abused in some way-shape or form by three generations of this animal’s lineage.
There was a time I tried to understand their words of vile intentions towards my speaking out. But they are all adults and there are no more excuses I can muster for them. They have the right to say it did not happen-especially the grand-children of my abuser; they have the right to be angry with me and to loathe the ground I walk on. They have a choice to act-react-to a situation to abhorrent for them to comprehend. There grandfather has never shown them his inner devil.
I offered Brain Jones a polygraph and offered to pay for it-he refused. His family should be asking why-if he insists on me being a liar-fantasist-mentally ill like my mother. If the polygraph can be deceived as my elder brother keeps clucking on about. Then surely only the liar of this accusation would come as truthful. Then Brian taking the polygraph should also come across as none deceptive?
Please visit this site and make your own minds up. www.nadacgroup.com.
Brian Colin Jones I challenge you to take this test. I will pay for you to have this test.
But the truth is even though HE WILL FAIL! and come across as a perverted animal. His family will still say its lies. Makes me shudder that they find it easier to believe a paedophile and constantly belittle me publicly. What is the world coming too?
Equally though I also have the right to justice-the right to be heard-and most importantly. The right to have the truth known-shown-and addressed.
Which is why I chose to take the polygraph, my little silent witness who lived with me, watched the abuse and in my later years spoke for me.
How sad my abuser won’t tell the truth and take his punishment as diligently as he dished out mine when I was a child. No-one is going to break his bones- no one is going to pin him down and force him into anything he feels uncomfortable with. No one is going to lie about him and brand him a fantasist or even us a deceaseddeparture as the reasons for his actions. He has the human approach unlike the one he dished out to me!
Will I let this drop? NO-I have been branded a liar-disgusting-my mothers funeral was a farce and a circus. My siblings used her death to support an animal who abused them physically over the years.
My siblings never visited her for many months before she died. Although they showed concern as she lay dieing but the quote (to little to late) springs to mind-and although she was a good mother to them they refused to pay any cost toward her funeral. I believe they did this to get at me-but I don’t agree that her funeral was the time-or-place to make a point. Did it affect me?
Mother and I atoned feelings of rage between us in her latter existence allowing us to have a some-what mother and daughter relationship. But never the one I had longed for.
I will never look back with feelings of ( I wish ) and my mother will rest easy in death knowing I did as she asked. She was very insightful about members of my family and now I know why she made me her agent and left instructions for me to deal with her after death…….
I paid for my Mother’s funeral and walked away with pride knowing even in her death I raised above all the hatred and hurt. Mother is where
SHE WANTED TO BE and not where some guessed.
If anyone can disprove what I have written above, seek legal advice like I have done and fight for justice-honesty-and-truth.
Do I take any pleasure from having to publicly address this?
NO—I am forced to do this after Brian’s Family have publicly called me a liar and addressed my abuse as a good comedy and filled with lies.
For the sake of all kids and adults who live and survive this heinous crime against them.
For the ones who don’t survive and are with the angels, I feel I have a voice and the strength to speak out. Although I am but a small-ripple in an Ocean of pain. One day all little ripples will unite and become a tidal wave seeking justice for all the little souls who weep! |